So it just hit me that no matter how hard I try, or any difference I make to help him, or meet him, or anything I will always be another fan. He says he loves us all but there are some who stick out. But he still doesn't see us any different. And I'm crying because one day the videos and the vines will stop but it was just in the past. We can't just rewind time to feel it all again. And all I can do is express my feelings through a small screen. @ItsNashGrier I love you so much. I love you.